I caught myself making a mistake. Even in the moment, it was obvious that the error was natural but avoidable. I was given the assignment described by a single word. I thought I understood the word, so I did not ask for clarification. As I acted on my assumption, I slowly began to see that there was an unfulfilled need that the word I had casually interpreted one way had in fact been used to described an area what I was expected to fill! With the growing awareness, I adjusted, moving without comment into the gap.
On reflection, I can see the tell tales leading to the assignment and use of the word. The questions I find myself wrestling with include the following.
Am I willing to be led? Being led is more than getting from point A to B. Am I will to be taught, instructed, and counseled? Are there areas of my life that are 100% mine, off limits to any instruction or leadership other than my own?
Will I always and only look at learning through the eyes of failure? The lessons of failures are often obvious and needed. The lessons of success are often hidden by celebration and excitement. When I look at learning through the eyes of life, I find myself opening the best parts of my heart and mind to opportunities to be better. It starts will a willingness to grow and a commitment to put growth into actions of compassion, community, and charity.
Can I use my learnings are foundations to share with others when asked? Some leaders know it all. Others are learning with me. I find the lessons from the former to be hard to accept and even more difficult to put into use. The latter shares life with me by siting with me, walking with me, and learning together in the process. Divinity promises “to personally instruct his princes and train his advisors in wisdom.” (Psalm 105.22)
As a reminder, we are Divinity’s princess and princesses, advisors all, even if we do not know it yet.
