A recurring question that comes without invitation to my times of reflection is one of convictions. What, how and why? As much as I think I have embraced several, my actions tell a very different story. As integral as they are, at least in my imagination, in reality they seem to be morphing and changing. At the root of it all, why! While initially difficult, the question is working its magic as it pulls me towards the heart of what I hold closest to my heart.
As deadlines approach, what is the first priority? Is it people and process or outcomes? I am a strong believer in the former yet life demands that I place outcomes in the lead. Even as I try to find a balance, I find myself looking in the mirror and wondering. Is my true conviction what I say or what I do? The mix of aspirations, commitments, and promises is a dangerous cocktail that often leads one to greater doubts and uncertainties.
What do I do with actions of others? How does compassion mix with accountability, justice with forgiveness and understanding? Do I cover up, especially by doing their work for them, or expose?
Life is, for me at least, often as confusing as it is clear. What I know is this.
When I put the interests of others ahead of myself, we all win! The more I focus on position and intentional action the better. Others are an integral part of the way things work, so ignoring them is never the answer.
When I empower the aspirations and dreams, great things follow. There is a natural mix of back-up, covering, and being present to offer a helping hand that comes when focusing on the dreams we share.
With each step and result, faith becomes more grounded in belief and conviction. Sometimes one has to look for the small steps. Positive results are good, regardless of sizel. An old observation still plays out; they saw, “then they believed his words were true and broke out in songs of praise.” (Psalm 106.12)
