As I stared at the Daruma doll, I realised it revealed what I was thinking and more. I was not sure if my discovery reflected blissful (wilful) ignorance or simply the reality of being caught up in the business of the day. Whatever the reason, as I examined the Daruma, I found myself affirming and challenging my beliefs.
Self-discovery is, for me, a recurring surprise. I know I ignore self-awareness memories. Reflection suggests I think I am stronger, more resilient, and more consistent than I am. My emotional surprise springs from discovery and the resulting inability to ignore truths. This process usually leads to lessons and opportunities to grow. When embraced, the result in a path to the person I am striving to be.
As I considered the Daruma, I could hear life whispers reminding me of today’s lessons.
Actions as two sides, what is revealed as I look back which are different than the ones I intentionally take moving forward.
A I look back; I see my actions revealing my true self. I often do not like what I see. However, in the darkness of the night, I can see the connection between what is closest to my heart and the actions which follow my choices and decisions. My intent and motivations are revealed under the examination of my soul. While I may want to deceive myself, the revelation during a silent dark night of my soul is a journey of self-discovery.
As I live in the moment; I take specific actions as a way of confirming beliefs and priorities to my heart and soul. I am not the first one to do this, others in history have taken the same path. One historical writer left his observation; “That means that he underwent circumcision as evidence and confirmation of what God had done long before to bring him into this acceptable standing with himself, an act of God he had embraced with his whole life.” (Romans 4.11)
In the Daruma, I saw this symbol of perseverance opening my eyes to opportunities to make a difference.
