The idea that one can be all things to all people at all times is a myth which, for me, refuses to leave. There is a temptation to hold one because of the possibilities of what might follow if one even partially delivered on the premise. As my mind and heart confront each other, I find myself faced with the uncomfortable reality of fading abilities. I forget, almost to willingly, that in many ways I am wiser than I have ever been in my life. My obsession with the inability to go out and run a marathon, play endless games of squash, and always have the reserve which allows me to push the edges of physical exertion, brings on a blindness which extends to other areas of my life.
There was never a time when I could do it all. If I look to moments when I was seemingly stronger than others, I can see gaps and points of weaknesses. A harsh and consistent point of weakness has and is my ability to live out care and kindness. I wish I could say I was highly consistent! If I make the statement, I must admit that I consistently fail to exercise care and kindness. When I admit the gap, Divinity steps in and I hear Her divine whisper of assurance – “Don’t worry, I have you covered. Let’s work together to seize the next opportunity.”
Even at my best, there is always someone better. It is not in being the strongest, fastest, or smartest. It is about using what one has for good! The world is in desperate need of care and kindness. In every moment I have, I hold an opportunity to infuse more care and kindness. It is not about scoring “the” perfect score. It is always about seizing the moments one is a Divine force for good. With each act, we continue to construct the edifice of our soul.
Life is a collaboration, starting with Divinity herself. “Praise him for his acts of power, praise him for his magnificent greatness.” (Psalm 150.2) Carpe diem!
