The death of a friend coupled with several recent reminders of life’s fragility forced my eyes to see what many, myself included, are unable to see. The fog disappeared from the mirror in the morning. The aches and pains of the daily grind were felt from the inside out. Weaknesses and fumbles were noted with a touch of uncertainty and fear. It was as if my ignorant confidence has been stripped away, leaving my heart and soul exposed and vulnerable.
It took far longer than prior moments of awareness for me to feel as if my feet were steady. In the dark nights of reflection that came with the insight, there were several points that impacted the way I see the world around me.
My confidence in knowing which way I am going has morphed into a realization that reaffirming my bearings is foundation to every day. Frankly, “Death stared me in the face, hell was hard on my heels. Up against it, I didn’t know which way to turn.” (Psalm 116.3) If I re-center, re-focus, and align my priority and aspirations, I know where I am and my intent in the moment.
My appreciation of life’s gifts of beauty, compassion, and caring went up several notches. Each gift is, in and of itself, priceless. It will never be exactly repeated. Being fully present, enjoying the wonder and joy in that moment, and letting it wash over and through me is the best way I can begin to say thank-you! The discovery of the taste of fresh figs in a salad with another who is always in my heart, a walk with a friend, and a yes to an invitation are unforgettable and life enhancing.
The complexities and chaos in life simplify in the context of these two points. Everyone is unique however we share a common calling to help where we can, to live compassionately and fully, and to act with honor, humility, and charity. The ways this can play out are endless. Each movement is a reason to celebrate.
I love today’s possibilities.
