Introspection

It was two decades ago, in the middle of a research briefing that a simple yet complex truth emerged.  Every community sees the dark side of its existence more clearly than it sees its strength.  The specifics have long been forgotten except for a simple comparison.  Our evaluation of our self was and is, in a honest moment often only found in the dark night of our souls, far more critical that the view of others.  We know the junk while others do not.  We see our failings while others often see what we do right.  We struggle with that we could have done better as others appreciate whatever gifts of mercy we have presented to them. 
In the intervening years, I often find myself returning to the truth of how I see myself. I am critical. I am judgmental.  I am not sure I like myself. 
I find difficult to remember that others often see the good side of me, forgiving my weaknesses and struggles.  More importantly, God looks at me through eyes of love.  The latter is quite confusing!  God knows everything and loves me without condition.  God cries even as I lash out, returning my favors with unlimited amounts of compassion and mercy.  I am accepted.  I am cherished.  I am part of Divinity's family.
With the dawn, we can invert our introspection and look as God looks at us.  We can see child of God hiding amid the junk.  We can catch a glimpse of a member of Divinity's family lurking in the shadows. The view is not all sugar.  The dark side is still here.  Yet, the darkness does need to dominate.  What might be can emerge as we hold hands with Hope.  The ways we can make a difference can be experienced as we embrace Compassion.  The power of God living within can be felt without. 
There is an incredible possibility that our lives can be as those embracing this approach has and is; “everyone around was in awe-all those wonders and signs done through the apostles!”  (Acts 2.43)