I have no idea where the mural wants to take me. When I pass it, I feel a wave and nothing more. It is like I am stuck in a loop with no breaks or opportunities to exit. It may have been a curious experience the first time. I do not know if I see anything when I see the artwork now. Sadly, my reaction does not bother me. The artwork is increasingly not relevant to me or my journey.
The pause created with each wave opened a door for life to share a few whispers. Every moment in life is an opportunity to be aware and open. With this realisation, I discovered guiding reminders.
One is constantly moving, either forward or in retreat. Experience has led me to the view that the idea of treading water in life is a myth. When one finds oneself in a loop, it is an early indicator that one is moving backwards. In this instance, the awareness told me my heart and soul were unchanged. It was a strange replay of an observation repeated across the generations; “Instead of removing awareness of sin, when those animal sacrifices were repeated over and over, they actually heightened awareness and guilt.” (Hebrews 10.3)
Life is an opportunity to make a difference. I often forget this, falling back into the youthful trap of thinking that the moment is all about me. The one takeaway from this mural is the repeating reminder that I care enough to make a difference. Life is found in relationships with others and mind community. In the details of the moment, the results and outcome of my words and actions, I add my contribution to the bigger story. When there is nothing there, history will note the lost opportunity. How I have used my freedom is something that I am responsible and accountable for alone.
One pointless moment does not need to be my story’s end. In the present, I am free to write of compassion, kindness, and care. What I express is my opportunity to make a difference.
