There are several points in my life that I can see what others cannot. Initially, I enjoyed the view. I thought my vision would give me insights that others did not have. I then discovered that a community moves as fast as the slowest member. I assumed others would welcome my wisdom. I quickly found out that sharing wisdom happens in the context of trust. I thought knowing would give me the opportunity to be smarter, faster. I met my fears and encountered the realities of doubt.
From my vantage point, I offer you three reflections.
News has its own momentum. We respond to it. Our response is independent of the news being right or wrong, understood or implied. At times, people get it wrong. When “the whole city was in an uproar, people [came] running from everywhere to the Temple to get in on the action. They grabbed Paul, dragged him outside, and locked the Temple gates so he couldn’t get back in and gain sanctuary.” (Acts 21.30) While it was out of context, its impact changes lives.
Knowing does not automatically bring peace. It is a call to action. It is also a call to accountability. We cannot ignore what we know. Freedom calls on us to make our choice real in actions and deeds.
With time, I have found that information brings questions. In seeing more, I comprehend less. In the privilege of insider information, I find myself depending on the collective wisdom of others. In working together, each will have an opportunity to see more.
I wish I could say that I have some idea where my path is going. Candidly, I am quite blind. I find my blindness is a blessing. I know I cannot walk alone. I understand that each step is one of faith in the Other.
I also find my weakness is an opportunity to receive. Life imparts blessings to all. This includes the deserving as well as those on the outside. In the midst of the daily chaos and turmoil, we have reasons to give God thanks.
