I walked through the store on a singular quest, jareesh. With the shipping disruptions over the past few years, broken wheat has been in limited supply. I was confident that this store would have stock. Following a pattern, the open items quickly became two, then three, and more than anyone could carry in their arms. I struggled with my load, only to be confronted by a sign asking a poignant question, “Was I ready for a new experience?”
Yes, I was.
I need help. As much as I want to be strong, life reminds me that I cannot succeed without the help of others. Knowing this is the beginning. Today is an opportunity for me to build on this with openness and a willingness to accept what others have to offer. The two-way advice of yesterday still rings true; “For as long as it’s still God’s today, keep each other on your toes so sin doesn’t slow down your reflexes.” (Hebrews 3.13)
I want to grow. I say this while holding on to yesterday’s methods and intent. As good as they might have been, I believe they can be even better. In my journey, the new experience will be built on my awareness, reflection, and, ultimately, embrace of the greater values and priorities. If I am to grow, I will need to improve the quality of what I feed my heart and soul. When I change this, I have taken the first step in caring for what is within. It is my first responsibility. It is also a window that will open opportunities to participate in a caring community. Each experience is an opportunity for me to learn and grow.
I want to live. For me, life is measured by my experiences. It is not the quantity or variety that matters. I have come to appreciate the quality and realised intent in what I bring to each moment. In taking this into actions and words, I create movement.
Today is my opportunity to move with meaning. It is my experience of love and care in action.
