“God, make a fresh start in me, shape a Genesis week from the chaos of my life.” Psalm 51.10
Cherry is convinced that chaos is my middle name. While I might disagree, Cherry is in the position to know best. Twenty years of walking, talking, listening, and observing qualify her as an expert on this subject. I know my plans are logical, perhaps a bit aggressive, however in reality things seem more chaotic than sequential.
Even with a good schedule, preparation, and an early start, yesterday brought more chaos than normal. By the end of the day, my self-image and views of life were in threads. My thoughts wondered about, seeking a sense of direction, purpose, and worth. I struggled to put meaning to the day’s events, and sat puzzled watching life go by, realizing the hazier future was more of a dream. Answers came and went, solutions appeared and vanished, and God seemed near and far. By night’s end, I truly disliked myself.
I woke this morning wondering what God might say to clear out the fog. I postponed my time for listening almost hoping that he might not be there. David’s prayer opened my heart to new possibilities.
The earth was void and without form. Now, this sounds a lot like my soul.
God’s Spirit moved upon the waters… David’s prayer…
Something happened, a Genesis week. Form, shape, and beauty; order, logic, and life; birth and new things; rest and celebration. Results? “It was good”.
The possibilities are boundless! The opportunity beyond imagination! God created a new heart and mind after his image in David and a whole cast of degenerates; imagine what he could do in you and me! Life does not need to remain the way it is. I do not need to repeat my failures of yesterday. I have the opportunity to experience first hand how beautiful, peaceful, and creative life can be. It is all within my reach!
There is a first step common to all. Recognize my need and ask God for help. Time to jump in faith.
