‘You are so close. Do not be discouraged. You are almost there.”
The unsolicited comment a few days ago is still ringing in my eyes. It was made in a moment that could not be extended. There was no time to be curious and ask the natural questions that bubbled within. An individual walked into my office, tossed the words on the table with a smile, and rushed on to the waiting appointment.
I know my day rarely begins with an “almost there” feeling. Even when a milestone is about to be reached, it feels as if there is a growing list of something, anything that could happen to delay the outcome. Even in those moments of reflection, thinking about the lights that would light up with the coming eve, there one I focused on was not going to light up before it was dark, at least on this day.
Believing is harder than giving up. Staying in bed, ignoring the challenges ahead, and hiding are all easier than getting up, looking at the day ahead with eyes wide open, and taking a step into the unknown. In today’s morning light, I am reminded that I have a calling. There is a mission to pursue. Life, relationships, and possibilities await. In my belief, I muster courage, accept Divine help, and walk out into the unknown.
Believing does not mean everything is okay. I find hope intoxicating. I can see a better future because of relationships infused with care and kindness. I also know it will, at times, be ugly. As I look, I realise Paul is with me; “We know we are going to get what’s coming to us – an unbelievable inheritance! We go through exactly what Christ goes through. If we go through the hard times with him, then we’re certainly going to go through the good times with him!” (Romans 8.17)
Believing is the first step in walking with hope towards possibilities. After waking, before I get ready, I make my first decision. Today, I choose to believe in love, compassion, and community.
