I sat, relaxing in the afternoon sun, my reflection in the tiled wall capturing life’s slow-moving threads. I thought I knew what I was seeing, even as I debated the reality of it all in my imagination. I often catch myself thinking I am in my thirties with mountains to climb and fierce battles to wage. In the moment, I let go of the day’s pressures, trusting the actions I had already initiated. In the stillness that followed, I could see the lessons of time in front of me. They are available to help guide me, if I am willing to be aware and open to Life’s whispers.
Life is bigger than my story. I know that even as I often find myself putting my heart into the centre of everything. My head reminds me that I am a member of the family, as my heart demands to be the family. In the tussle between the two, I lose sight of the question that haunts every step. I let go of the need to control, accepting the observation left ages ago: “Whatever happens, happens. It’s destiny is fixed. You can’t argue with fate.” (Ecclesiastes 6.10) In my freedom, I discover the question that has always been with me. What will I do with the moment that I have?
Life comes with fog, mist, and storms. In letting go of the need for 20/20 vision at all times, I open the door to focusing on what I know to be true. Priorities come into focus for my consideration. Values frame my options. I realise that my decision rests with what I have within and without. I have Divinity on my side. I have the freedom to care and make a difference. The answers I reach for may not be clear, easy, or simple. They can reflect my heart and soul, answering the call to be present and act, laying the foundation for awareness and learning.
Life is constantly evolving, inviting me to change as well. Whatever I am today, I can be more compassionate, kind, and caring.
