“Where can I sit?”
“I have you covered. Take any seat you like, and I will be with you.”
The welcoming smile and twinkle in the eye told me I was in good hands. This response to my entry has been reinforced by a consistent experience of being tangibly welcomed back with excellent service, food, and coffee. I know that wherever I am, I will be embraced, supported, and energised. As I sat down for a long conversation, I realised the whispered lessons at that moment were framing what followed along with the day ahead of me.
I am never alone. I have individuals supporting me, close and far. In the moments when I realise they are with me, even when it is just in spirit, I find myself rediscovering energy, courage, and hope within my heart and mind. The battle of one becomes a battle filled with allies in support. The all-consuming darkness thwarted by the light of knowing. It is in these moments that I know that “In essence, we have just such a high priest: authoritative right alongside God.” (Hebrews 8.1)
Uncertainty and doubt are often the results of my fear-driven response to the unknown. I control my choice between light and darkness, optimism and fear. I have the freedom. I also have the responsibility. When I abandon my decision-making position, I permit the darkness within to take charge of my physical and emotional response. Reclaiming my seat is the first step to a new approach to the next step.
Confidence opens a door to seeing beyond my limitations. With others at my side and hope’s bright light revealing the path ahead, I find myself out in the open. I am exactly where I was, while my vision reveals everything in a new light. Weaknesses can now be seen as strengths. Barriers and obstacles are opportunities. Conundrums are doorways.
As today begins, I have a seat. I know others are with me. I am looking forward to the opportunities to engage and act. Each will be one where I can make a difference.
