Imagination runs in many directions as one tries to answer the question of three wishes. For some, it is a statement of hope and dreams. For others, it is a harsh reminder of life’s impossibilities. As my tears embrace the miracle combinations of the two, the question of willingness lingers with me. How far does my willingness go for a better future?
I would love to believe that I would sacrifice everything for the right cause. As the books in a storefront reminded me, communities have forever been at war with each other. There are endless battles to choose from. Is there a “just cause” I would embrace so resolutely that nothing would stand in the way of my ultimate sacrifice?
I would like to say yes, there is such a cause. In the light of a new day, I am not so sure. I believe in duty, engagement, kindness, care, and compassion. There is no change in my beliefs. My question is how far towards the edges am I willing to go?
Life whispers in response to my questions include the following.
Idealism is often the first response. I want to go to the top and try to negotiate, starting with Divinity. Divinity can solve anything, so “If there were any way I could be cursed by the Messiah so they could be blessed by him, I’d do it in a minute. They’re my family.” (Romans 9.3)
Actions are meaningful, small ones along with the big moves. When a tsunami is overwhelming, standing with another helps. Start at the centre and go from there. The first statement is foundational. No one is alone, we are in this together.
Gifts of courage and perseverance give birth to courage and love. Answers are a lot like destinations. One does not find them like a destination. Answers are found in the struggle to understand the question.
Today, my prayer is to be present, engaged, and involved. My willingness has no limits and no immediate answers. We will walk together, for as long as time and our abilities permit.
