As I walked down a corridor, I found myself metaphorically looking at a symbol of myself coming the other way. In the moment, it felt as though I was in an instant review of the past. The obvious questions of what worked, what would I do differently, and what did I miss altogether, were dancing in my mind. It was a surreal scene. The symbol was there and then I was alone in the corridor. I was not sure if I was looking forward or back, within myself or from the outside.
A storm is brewing in the sea offshore as my day begins. It is a time of reflection, considering what is in my rearview mirror as well as the days ahead. I love the quietness and silence that surrounds me. My life whispers are taking advantage of the moment to offer me the following thoughts.
Awareness and learning are useful, regrets are not. There are many things that I would do again. Equally so, I hope there are actions I would take if I replayed my walk. I know it would include more conversations, hugs, and tears together as I sit in life’s mud with those I love. I hear the reminders as motivators to act in the time that I have.
Celebrate the times when you realise growth. I believe each day is an opportunity for growth, taking a step towards a better future. I know my walk is not always straight. I also know that my relationships, especially with Divinity, are richer and deeper than they were. I find myself hearing Paul’s words as my own; “Looking back over what has been accomplished and what I have observed, I must say I am most pleased – in the context of Jesus, I’d even say proud, but only in that context.” (Romans 15.17)
Enjoy the moment while pressing on. I want to grasp each opportunity with a desire to bring kindness and care, compassion and empathy, while being fully present. Caring to make a difference comes alive when I am in the arena.
