A video connection always reveals more than the one in the frame realises. As I looked at the reflection in the stone column I was standing in front of, I realised that being seen on my mobile with this as a backdrop would reveal, for those who knew the area well, where I was and what time of day it was likely to be. There was no point in trying to falsify the truth. Even as the observation hit home, I could hear life’s whispers replaying conversations to others and myself that were not always accurate or leading to truth-filled understanding.
The first person potentially misled by a misdirection coming out of my mouth will be myself. I might know it is misleading. I also trust myself. The result is a thread of doubt that is sown within by my willingness to misdirect and confuse. In embracing the conflict within, I leave myself the uncertainty of my heart’s intent and purpose. My sense of right and wrong, usefulness of values, and hold on priorities weaken with each word.
There is a price to be paid for each mistake knowingly made. I am reminded that my body knows and recognises truth. When what I hear or see, starting with my words or actions, is not truthful, the reflection within me weakens my body, heart, and soul. In hindsight, I can see the prices I have paid. My motivation to avoid knowingly making mistakes in the future is grounded in kindness and care, first for myself, and then for others.
Wisdom is trying to guide me, if I am willing to listen. The karma of my actions, the impact that follows in my relationships, and the telltales within all echo the writer’s advice across time. “Don’t let your mouth make a total sinner of you. When called to account, you won’t get by with ‘Sorry, I didn’t mean it.’ Why risk provoking God to angry retaliation?” (Ecclesiastes 5.6)
Yesterday’s reflections open a new perspective for today. I can be purposeful, intentional, and move towards compassion, kindness, and care.
